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My Story

There is no real knowing when the story begins. For mine, I give tribute to the living myth. With inspiration, comes the genius- or the path of return, which points me forward and directly influences the purpose of my life. The balance is delicate. I move slow.

Lessons from Spirit Grandmother. 

~The unadulterated minds, are the minds of our future. The ones that can imagine a world which is different, from how we see it now. The eyes of the closed will learn how to feel, while the minds of the open will know without thought. In shape of thought, many things beyond this exists in the unspoken. The power is not in the words, but in the silence of now. <>()<>()<>()<>()<>()<>()<>()<>——————————->

For as long as I can remember, I have been deeply connected to something more than myself. No means of religion, or search of definition has brushed the breath of its name, though I try to explain with clear enthusiasm every time. Mostly, I am filled with glorious wonder, as the nature of what’s inside leads me to answers by offering a form of truth to the intellect of my experience.

The love of introspection is what drives me into studying the language of this intelligence and has brought me to the healing Tao and Chinese Medicine. Here, I am attracted to exploring Emotional Language and how it relates, reflects and translates in the body. There’s a great deal of mystery within the layers of our human form, and the further I dive in search for understanding, the more in depth my purpose grows. Without a doubt, I was born for this!

I understand within my own mind, the realms of infinity and the healing motion of its continuum. The philosophy of Carl Jung and Alan Watts speak the language so eloquently to the art of my being, as I sense the space between the luminous threads that animate this life into existence. Within the core of my center, I have a scholar’s ambition to understanding energy, in how it speaks-moves & relates currently, to the paradigm we exist in.

Energy, like magic, is really allusive and offers a profound sense of healing when given the chance to be known. There’s a great sense of peace hiding in the unspoken, as it obtains a world of knowledge. I enjoy questions like- Why are we, who we say we are? In the pure sense of curiosity- I have many side passions for exploring the realities of our world, and find the reflective nature of humanity incredibly fascinating. On the flip side of energy work, I relish in the expansiveness of human biology and crave to understand the conditions which come to life within the mind and body. The subjects of matter, energy, and time feed my brain mouth so good. What would I be if I was awareness?

Theories of Primordial Medicine circulate through the workings of ancestral connections, and vibrantly spring forth from my inner well. With temperatures that read shamanic, the medicine presents itself as such: Within the very nature of our DNA, we carry the tunes and vibrations from a time past. From a place inside, I hear the voices of my beloveds and trust the essence, as they speak in love with the wind. Wind, like our breath, is healing.

Clinical appreciation comes from formal studies and apprenticeships, focused on creating homeostais. Simple readings of the physical map, of one’s anatomy, in combination with understanding the language of energetic undertones, creates a fascinating preview into past and future realms within the system. This is when my inner genius takes over, and I enjoy studying the boulders which are blocking the source of a healthy flow. In terms of Massage Therapy, I am working to remind the body to ‘let go’, physically and viscerally, by using a few key techniques that I have adapted into a new modality I’m calling: Quantum Somatics.

Professionally I am committed to mastering the art of listening with an open awareness, while developing a broad spectrum of wholistic practices for sustained health and spiritual wellbeing. My life, is my work and I am in love with the process of learning.

In relevance to my personal story, I believe there is good reason I have been put on the path of healing. The subject of experience is how I relate, outside this strange and objective world. There’s no greater multitude than myself, and I carry the tools which are reminding. Respectfully, I am a survivor of violent traumas, and am honest when sharing.

With each new day, I find contentment through the process of meditating, writing, dancing, studying, and feeling my way through the swells of being human. I feel all the grief and pain, while embracing the praise and bliss. In connection to all I’ve been given is becoming, and I have such a passion for the raw beauty which grows. Forevermore, I am an healing artist- dancing her truth in all the wyldness of this precious blooming life. In and out of folds, there is light-there is death and I bow to the practice of discovery.

Many Blessings, and thank you for reading. My hope is I can somehow offer support for the inevitable. Or, create a means for change- in how we relate~ to ourselves, to each other, and to this beating earth. Be well.

A placenta offered back to the earth, creates a wish for humanity. May we all feel what it’s like to be carried again. Held, wrapped and warm. Safely in a mother’s arms. Here, there is trust. There is nourishment. There is room to play. There is also a tender reminder: We are all children to this earth. Now, let us be friends.

STUDIES of INTEREST

  • CalArts Honorary Scholars in Dance 1999, Lyrical-Improv/West African

  • Crestone Healing Arts Center 2001, Chinese Medicine, Integrative HolisticTherapies

  • Advanced interpersonal focus on Osteopathic Manipulation for pelvis, shoulders, neck and jaw with David Hillman, LMT 2001-2004

  • DONA Doula International Training 2005

  • Study ship & collaborative under focus with Dr Matt Story, DC for spine and neck health 2007-2008

  • Sunnyside Herb School 2011-2012

  • Oregon School of Massage 2021, Neuromuscular, Cranial-Sacral and RemBody

Spiritual STUDY & ESOTERICS

  • Energy of Wind/Air, Fire and connection to everything spirit, in tune with the cycles

  • Welcoming in Grandmother: Ancestral Medicine (blood bound)

  • Expressive Form and Embodiment Practices

  • Tantric Energetics

  • Kundalini and Ashtanga Intensives

  • Native Ceremonies, Hindu Traditions

  • Philosophies and Practices of Buddhism

  • Psycho-Somatic and Integrative Therapies Mind/Body Connection

  • Polyvegal & Vagus Nerve Theories and Treatment

  • Somatic Experiencing

  • Trauma in the Body:Nervous System Repair

  • Integrative Somatic Psychotherapy with Abi Blakesle & Peter Levine

  • Spirit Dancing with Plant Medicine

Current Sensations:

Spring has just sprung, and the equinox of balance has me feeling all spruced up. There within my bones, I have also felt a deep resonance with something within the earth, as if the pulse of its core resonated with my own. Inside my knowing, there was a message ~we the people are no longer in charge. It’s been two years and two weeks to the day, of ignite. 4/1/2025, is today.

Today, I sense a little wobble. Even my kitty, is feeling a little frisky. Also, I caught him twice almost falling off the table.

In this wobble, there has to be a shift. A level up. Or, a level down. Like a DNA strand, even vibration has two sounds- the resonance hit its mark two days ago- and like a clap, there is silence.

Today in the wobble, find your wave and ride it hard. Shoot your way through the collapsing tunnel, as if you were on your way to the moon. Only, you are here- in the garden, and the moon is in your heart.

Move slow and intentionally today. Reduce your consumption of intake. Try to time a breath or two, with the wind.